This week’s featured song story comes to us from Blanca. We’re excited to share with you the story behind her brand new song “Even At My Worst.”
Over the last few years I’ve faced some very challenging situations from walking through both of my parents passing away to a very hard divorce. I found myself at a place where I was attaching these emotions that I was feeling to characteristics that I thought I would find in God. And what I realized and what He showed me is that even at my worst time where I thought He would turn his back on me, where I thought He would be disappointed He showed instead His grace, His mercy and that He was going to love me through whatever challenges I was facing. – Blanca
Click on the video below to hear Blanca share the story. Scroll down to listen and read the full lyrics of the song.
“Even At My Worst” – Single.
“Even At My Worst” Lyrics
Verse 1
If I’m being honest
I didn’t think You’d stay
With all my problem
I was so afraid that
When You saw them
You would turn Your back
On me and leave
Verse 2
‘Cause in the silence
My insecurities are like a siren
Taking over me
And I can’t hide them
Even then You see the best
In me that I can’t see
Chorus
Even at my worst You love me
You wrap Your arms around
And You hold me close
Even at my worst You give
Something I don’t deserve
You love me even at my worst
Verse 3
When I feel pressured
You reach out
You pull me back together
Who You are to me
Nothing can measure
If I have You I have everything
That I need
Pre Chorus
When I fall down
You pick me up
When I feel small
You’re big enough
I’m standing strong
And it’s because of You
It’s because of You
Through my trouble and my flaws
Yeah You see above it all
I’m standing strong
And it’s because of You
Even at my worst
Chorus
Even at my worst You love me
You wrap Your arms around
And You hold me close
Even at my worst You give
Something I don’t deserve
You love me even at my worst
Chorus
Even at my worst You love me
And in Your eyes
I’m always beautiful
Even at my worst You give
Something I don’t deserve
You love me even at my worst
Bridge
When I fall down
You pick me up
When I feel small
Lord You’re big enough
Through my trouble and my flaws
Oh God You see above it all
I’m standing strong
And it’s because of You
Even at my worst
Chorus
Even at my worst You love me
You wrap Your arms around
And You hold me close
Even at my worst You give
Something I don’t deserve
You love me even at my worst
Chorus
Even at my worst You love me
And in Your eyes
I’m always beautiful
Even at my worst You give
Something I don’t deserve
You love me even at my worst
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